Assorted Thoughtz

Cant stop this feeling!
To stop I must understand it.
But how can I stop something
That I can’t understand.

Am I missing something
Or is it the feeling of losing,
That is making me feel this way.
I have no answers for now.

There is nothing new that has happened.
It’s just me and my thoughts.
Sometimes I feel why must my mind
Work so much.
And cause so much pain
When there is no purpose.

I am having a tough day I know,
But the reasons for it elude me.
Maybe it’s the assortment of feelings
That make me feel this way.

Or maybe it’s just who I am
An assortment of mixed feelings.
An opening for vented anger.
And a disaster for myself.

I donno what is in store for me.
Maybe that is what adds to the misery.
The veil behind what’s tomorrow.
The cloud that hides the rain.

I wish this phase gets over me,
So that I can find that cloud behind the rain.
But then again, how can I have sunshine
Without the rain?
Its very hard to convince myself,
When the only one I have to convince
Is myself.

Chronicles of Our Lives

Life is but such a beautiful experience,
We get everything we really choose.
All we need is that zeal to learn,
And knowledge itself becomes so profuse.

We come to this Earth bare naked and crying,
We observe and learn and start our own life.
Life gives us so much a chance to make a living,
And what we become is the gift of that jive.

We laugh, and we cry,
It’s an experience that teaches us,
Without that laughter, life wouldn’t be beautiful,
And without those tears, that laughter wouldn’t be meaningful

It is ironic how we strive, to keep away from sorrow,
And work tirelessly to bring that happiness we seek,
One thing we fail to realize amidst the entire harrow
That life isn’t just about things that are so meek.

As we travel this oblivious tunnel of life,
One thing we must remember is to never lose hope,
That there surely is light at the end of the tunnel.
All we need is for someone to show us that end,
And walk us through with the ray of light shining in our minds.